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| my xanga's still here? haha...i hardly go on....and seems like not as many ppl are posting on their xangas either
anyway....i can't decide...in a dilemna...about my future! going back to school in september (yay?)...and i can't decide where to go...altho to my credit...i have made progress...i made up my mind on which career i want to pursue..hehe
so...what's more important....how much i like the program or the city where i'm gonna live in for at least the next 4 yrs?
should i go to the school w/ the program i like most but live in a city that i don't want to live in?
or go to the school located in the city where i know i'll like but i'm not as impressed with teh program?
i believe that the program AND the city will both influence how much i'll enjoy the next long yrs of my life...so that's why i'm so torn between what i should do
HMMM....who would've thought having choices to choose from would put me in such a bind? sighhhhhh....just needed to vent a little....xanga's always been good to me in this way...lol | | |
| so i just watched a short news clip on 'Daily Planet' (Discovery Channel) about how you can turn the ashes of your deceased loved ones into pencils....this is a science news clip so apparantly u can heat the ashes (something like that...i wasn't paying attention the the science part...i was stll baffled by the pencils part)...into graphite (lead)....so you can have a box of regular pencils made of ur loved one...u can apparantly order it...it comes in a fancy box with the person's name and dates on it....and....u can 'sharpen' the pencils...there's a built in sharpener in the box so u can save the shavings....
interesting.....i guess some people think this is a great idea...and would want that...but for the record...i do not want to be made into pencils when i die | | |
| haven't been on for ages...nothing compelled me to post....except now!
so i've been so busy the past couple of weeks...that i almost forgot that my bday is coming up...and then when i do remember...i'm too tired and lazy to plan anything....meh..another year another year older...didn't feel like celebrating too much....but....i have the GREATEST FRIENDS EVER...and they suprised me today with a yummy homemade cake with fancy strawberries and a bday present so fitting for me..haha....i can't believe u guys even had the time to do all that! wow! i've been so busy that i didn't want to bother to plan anything for my own bday...and i know u guys are busy with your own stuff too but u made the time....BEST FRIENDS EVER! THANK-YOU!!!! LOVE U GUYS!!!! | | |
| for some reason i'm really hooked on this song....anyway....we've all had those times where it feels like our life is in shambles rite? i'm in that rite now....i just want someone to tell me what to do...wish there was some kind of manual on these things...that says "if X happens...do Y...if not, do Z..."...cuz i'm sick of thinking/analyzing...going in circles and not really getting anywhere except making myself more confused...and it doesn't help that when i'm in this kind of situation i go into denial mode where i just let things be and not take any definitive action...not that i know what action to take anyway...argh...this is so bad timing...esp with other things going in my life that i need to take care of | | |
| so i got my new driver's license in the mail today....came with a organ donor card....first thought: "oh cool...i've always thought it was a great idea"...proceeded to read through the card in preparation to fill it out....and then paused....got kind of a creepy feeling as i was about to check off the box to say "When i die..please donate my organs" and the card also said something like "plz put it with your other ID"....and i was thinking.."yeah..good idea...when i'm dying..or dead..in the hospital for whatever reason...it'll be easier for them to find it"...and just picturing that scenerio in my head was just really creepy....i mean, the whole organ donation card is a great idea...but this was the first time i actually pictured my own death...for a good cause...i'm not even sure where i'm going with this...it was just really really weird... | | |
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